went back to fairfield for thanksgiving...felt so weird to go back after sooooo long!!...so happy to see all the familar faces again!!!...going back in there reminded me of the days in fairfield...i miss those days!!!...going into the school hall and listening to miss lim talk again...its weird how i miss her speeches that i once hated!!!...however, going back there also brought back feelings that i have fought back for all these years...for the past few years, i felt like a loser in school...going back to school today..made me feel like a loser..again...i just cant seem to fit in even though i've been in fairfield for 10 years!!(since pri school)...eeryone seems to know each other and have such great friendships...something that i've never experienced...hate this kinda feeling...maybe i should have gone for soccer instead...

during miss lim's speech, there was a blackout!!...everyone started making some funny noises and the teachers had to come and tell us off!!..haha..it was like we were back in secondary school!!...miss lim named us the 'miracle' batch...cuz though we were always the batch that was blacklisted, and we did hell bad for our prelims...our o'levels results were great(according to miss lim)...

all in all..it was ok...got to meet up with so many ppl and teachers whom i've not met for ages!!lol...theres founders day dinner tml nite...i've paid for it..but suddenly i dont feel like going....how!!!...i dont know what to wear!!!!