today was a total screw up...

first it was the stupid nets payment thingy, damn....then i forgot to return qiumin's key, double damn...hope konno forgets about it and DONT call her to ask for the key...ARGHHHH...what's wrong with me today?!?!..totaly screw up...damn...the more i do, the more wrong i commit...umm..that doesnt sound right...but we all know what i mean... ... ...right?..lol

there's 3 type of ppl in this world..the firsttype of ppl get along with everyone everywhere they go....the second, pisses off everyone everywhere they go....the third...just dont get noticed...

ps.sorry i always sound agitated here...but this is my only way of releasing all my anger and feelings..from the shit i face daily.......



There’s a businessman, there’s a widowed wife
A smiling face with a shattered life
A teenage girl with a choice to make
It’s crowded here in church today

And the preacher says as the sermon ends
“Please close your eyes, bow your heads
Is there anyone in need of prayer,
Oh Jesus wants to meet you here”
Cause we all fall short, and we all have sinned
But when you let, God’s grace break in

It’s Beautiful, Beautiful
Come as you are
Surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful

Well he’d never been to church before
But he came today as a last resort
His world was crashing in
And he was suffocating in his sin
But tears rolled down as hope rushed in
He closed his eyes, raised his hands
Worshipping the God who can
Bring him back to life again
And it’s beautiful, beautiful
Come as you are
Surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful, beautiful
Come as you are
Surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful
Cause there’s nothing more beautiful at all
Than when His sons and daughters call, broken

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Come as you are
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Come as you are

Broken and beautiful, beautiful
Come as you are
Surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful, beautiful
Come as you are
Surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful
Come as you are
Broken and beautiful, beautiful
Come as you are
Surrender your heart

Broken and beautiful
Broken and beautiful
Broken and beautiful
Beautiful