最近不知为何，一直觉得闷闷的。就好像心里有好多话想说却说不出来或没有机会说出来。真希望有个知自，愿意随时听我诉苦！自从小学五年级所发生的事后，我再也不轻易地信赖或亲近别人了。。。所以我变得不大会和别人说话。。好久没用华文‘写’字了。。。感觉好怪哦！

damnit...dont blame me for everything ok?i've tried my best also ya?...you're not the only one putting in the effort ya?...everything that goes wrong seems to be my fault.am i giving myself too much credit?..or are you the one that's being irresponsible?sometimes i wish i never existed...then i dont have to face all this pressure....so sian..

i've seen different types of people in my short 17 years...some are quiet, others 'hyperactive'...but they always seem to be able to make friends easily..and leave a good impression...its only the minority like myself that's unvalued,unnoticeable and always unremembered...难道我的人缘真的那麽差吗？...

damn bored at work today...kept wishing time would pass by faster...so i tried doing things at a faster speed...but...it was useless...haiz...cant wait for sun!!..i finally can stop working!!...finally can get some rest...and start to catch up with my studies...till now i dont seem to have spare time to revise my work..sometimes no time to do homework also...maybe cuz i last min...but...