i know you care...but please...give me more space ok?...i've beared with you all for the past 17 yrs of my life...just give me more space and time for myself can?...damn pissed...cant stand my parents at times like these...

i thought having more things in my life will help focus more on my current life...thats why i got into all these things...unfortunately...they dont see it my way...

anyways...time passes so fast when you've got your hands full...lol...its friday alr?!...come to think of it...its the 3rd week of school already!?...and i still havent start to pay attention in class yet...umm...have to focus...focus!!

life seems to be a routine...again...feel like im just going through the motion...of going to school...sit in lectures/tutorials...then go home...wonder how i managed to drag myself to school everday?...the only things to look forward to is every tues and thurs evenings...im starting to hate sats...when i have to go to kovan and be with a group of strangers in a room..listening to someone talk...and acting like someone else...damn sian man

and no...i've never thought of suicide...but i've wondered about accidents...wonder if they count?