...feel so tired during training today...like...力不从心...want to run..but like dont have the energy to run like that...feels so weird...first time feeling like that...looks like my body's finally gonna give way...my back's starting to ache too..

had jap reading test today:)
so far..the jap lessons have been fun...i've never fallen asleep in jap class:)...except during the tests...oops
any val seems to be having fun laughing at peiwen and me...
stupid mickey monkey...haha

stop using my as a source to vent your emotions on...everyone has their own problems...dont increase the no. of things i have to deal with...please...im tired alr...

i've never been a 'people' person...人缘never been good...never been equip with the 'skills' to deal with such stuff..ok?

got to reverse the change...