back to the loser role i play again..i thought going into poly would change all this but apparently not...i've posted loads of post on this very same topic too..

seems like there's something very wrong with my personality...

i've decide to hack it...im not gonna give a damn anymore...i'll just move thru life like im doing now cuz all things will come and pass, whether its good or bad. and one day, i'll get my own house and live my own life, without having to deal with social issues be it in terms of friendship, or family relationship...and when that time comes, i'll be free. free to do what i wish to do...but will i be happy?