we won nyp 3-0 today..haha..for the last goal, their GK kinda gave up...she could have stopped the ball with her legs(or so it seems like from the bench..)

went in to play when the game was about to end...coach put me in as a center mid!?..i didnt know where to run, who to follow, what to do....and coach just kept shouting at me...

damn pissed...pissed at coach for putting me at such a position, dont need than dont sub la, or sub in someone else who can play that position
damn pissed at MYSELF...i suck like shit, this is like the lowest point, and i bet it can get even deeper....

anyways, i'll just enjoy the next 2 games. and i'll leave soccer after that...
i hope i'll have the courage to leave when the time comes....