i totally screwed up today-_-
i should have known...this week had gone on so smoothly, it was suspicious...
i should have been alert..

even though its the first time im doing the experiment, that cannot be used as an excuse because we have been here for 8 weeks alr...i dont understand the logic that im supposed to know what to do just because i have been here for a certain period alr-_-
but then again its my fault for not writing down everything that the supervisor told me to do-_-

shit it
im sorry..but i find it tough to stay positive all the time...just give me sometime to emo..and i promise i'll be good to go after the weekends...

in the end we are all alone,
it is absolutely impossible to make someone belong to us.