so many things to expect for the next few months...

why in the world did i join this crap cca...i didnt believe it when they saw that the experience you get in the cca depends on the friends who are in it with you...now i do...

i would have been happy or even excited to see the calender in the past...but now...it seems more like a chore...didnt expect to be the only one to join ma...

there's like youth alpha...colour drill...these events used to be fun...i guess its because of the company i had in the past...

is this the right path for me?...does it really lead to my future...what if this isnt the path im supposed to take?...what if all this is nothing but a mistake on my part?...will i ever find out?

i miss the times when we used to play basketball together:(......