today was...damn sian
i thought i could enjoy the training...but after like 5mins...it rained...oh well...

this job's stupid...out of the 9 days that we worked...only 2 days of stocktaking?!...isnt stocktaking the main thing of this damn job?..thank God there will be NO customers to deal with tml...

thanks to the stupid job...i'll have to miss the lifeguard training...which means that i'll have to reschedule another training which will take i dont know how long....which means that i cant start to work till i dont know how long...which means that i cant start to earn the cash to repay my mom for the swimming fees...which means that i cant start to save up for the ps3..which is utter crap...

all for the $5.50 per hour crap job

i know its paying like 50CENTS more than provence....but provence was WAYYY better....the environment...the friendly seniors...the free bread...

and then there's this weird feeling...the one that i felt days before...the one that gives me the illusion that im moving when im actually still...the feeling's been here for days...its starting to get irritating...feel like im getting more irritable lately...

thanks to all this stuff happening now...i have less time to think about stupid, petty stuff...so..i guess thats the only good thing about it...

anyways...today was supposed to be a day of celebration...cuz its the official release of FFVII:Crisis Core!!!...but...its just not the right time...

wah...this post so long...lol

have to go now...have to report at 7.45AM tml?!...what kind of ungodly timing is that?!