forbidden relationship?!

went for interview at ttsh today, but it sounds like that is little hope in getting the job-_-
anyways, i have to wait for their reply.
and that could take i-dont-know how long?!

and i cancelled all my weekday shifts already!!
should be happy, but im kinda drowning in guilt.
this sucks, i keep wondering if its the right move.
but then again, why am i worryin when the people there dont even care!?

anyways,
went to sign up for the jap classes with deemei this afternoon!
finally settled something.
and we checked out the new city square!
it was kinda empty though.

and we went to the arcade!!
havent been there in ages!~
discovered that jubeat has haru haru!:D
i've always wanted to try jubeat, but the freaking game has 12 freaking buttons!?!
i cant even handle 3!
oh well..only can blame myself for having poor coordination-_-

finally got to play the bball machine too:D:D
happy!!
anyways, while we were playin that machine, one of the balls flew over to the neighbourin machine...and 'i-forgot-her-name' from gb postsec happened to be at that machine!
oops-_-
didnt really talked to her cuz i was concentrating on the game instead, hope she doesnt think i was being 'tao' or somethin
but i doubt she cares anyway
hehe