will i ever meet you again?

I FEEL LIKE IM STUCK IN AN ETERNAL LOOP.

week after week

why cant anyone understand?

i am not satisfied with myself.

that is one of the reasons why i dont wish to go for graduation.

i dont deserve it.

yea, i know there'll be ppl saying otherwise

but this is just how i feel alright.

i did well enough, but not good enough

how can i face the world when i cant even live up to my own expectations?

noone knows,

how i sighed

how i almost cried

when i saw my results

i had an aim, a plan,

but i failed to stick to it.

and never hit the target.

indeed, i did put in effort.

but the effort came too late, too weak.

that's why i still cant answer to myself.

cant go back in time to change all that,

so i'll have to slog it out in the next 3 years.

and this time, i will make sure that i deserve every credit.

this time, i'll be qualified to stand in front of everyone else.

somehow, the 'paragraph' above has a nice shape :D