yes, im pretty frustrated.

ok. so work has started. but it isnt what i expect it to be.
most of the days, im too tired to care anyways.
should have included the WC in my plans before deciding to take up the job-_-
but i doubt im going to follow too closely, since many of the matches were utterly disappointing.
and so i'll make do with the highlights.

feels like the family's about to break apart, self destruct in a sense.
seems like the only reason we're holding up is due to our unwilingness to listen to each other's nagging.
that's one of the main reason why i DO NOT ever want to get married!
as though i dont have enough of this lack of freedom
which brings me back to the favorite question of the century.
'are you straight?'
quit giving me the same shit where ever i go!
is BGR all the world cares about other than cash?!

am dealing with the ntu admission stuff.
cant understand why we are required to do the declaration stuff, isnt the information require already given to them during the application period?!
and i dont want to attend the camps!
i hate having to try to pretend im 'high'
i hate the useless cheerings
i hate the icebreaker games
i hate having to stay with strangers i just met
(duh, i take at least 2 weeks to warm up to ppl)

i am so not attending.

doh-
this blog is the only place i can rant.
or rather, its the only safe place i can rant.