fml

this week sucked.
totally.
i guess the start of the week kinda gives you a feel of how the week will turn out.

work was pretty ok, except for the guy who's kinda pissing me off

sat was horrible.
had a chance to watch the ndp preview, but blew it as i couldnt find someone to cover my shift
only rmb that there would be some event on the way to work, but my cousin already found ppl to go with.
damn.
wanted to leave work to go down to cosfest, but didnt succeed in the end.
damn.
freaked out during the shift and jumped into the pool.
DAMN.
just as i thought it doesnt get any worse, i got a lecture on how i should dress and the type of hairstyle i should keep.
why on earth should i dress/keep hairstyles to please other ppl?!
why am i always on the same stupid topic?!
fuck off with ur opinions already.
DAMN.
just before i left work, i recieved another lecture. this time on how i should have handled the situation and not jump into the pool.
this was seriously the last straw.
dont even know how i manage to keep my cool. i just did.
'know-it-all' uncle says i shouldnt jump into the pool and blah blah blah.
DAMN YOU!
its YOUR freaking point. where were you when things happened?! slacking off in the room~
if you WERE where you were SUPPOSED to be, i wouldnt have to 'handle' the situation at all.
if you WERE where you were SUPPOSED to be, you can do whatever you think was the 'right course of action' and i WOULDNT have to handle the situation with my inexperience.
according to you, i jumped into the pool cuz there were alot of ppl there and plus the MP was there and so i had to jump in?! what kind of reasoning is that?! that i decided to jump in to 'become the hero'?!
i was freaking out!
DAMN YOU!
only you had the time to think so deeply into the situation, cuz you were doing NOTHING!
talking's all that you're capable of?!
asshole.

and today, sunday
went to jb with the folks for some DURIAN trip. ended up like some FAILED shopping trip instead.
and i got stuck with some auntie on the bus
keep disturbing my, couldnt get proper sleep.

FML

i got to start muay thai soon, or find a cheaper alterative for anger relief.