Urgency. Please.

It's 11pm. I have just down at least 10 cups of espresso while learning to calibrate coffee this evening at work.

I'm feeling wide awake, and super sensitive to everything around me. The lights on the train seem extra bright, the music from the ipod extra loud and the white noise from the train extremely unbearable.

The last conversation with a mentor is on repeat in my mind.

"If you still don't know what you want in life,  t may be too late."

I don't know if it's the caffeine or the sudden realisation that time is running a little too fast for my liking.

But i'm feeling the need to start doing something.

Something to stop the procrastination. Something to stop thinking that 'inspiration' will hit me like rain from the sky..someday.
Something to get the cog spinning.

I am still lost. But I know that if I keep procrastinating, occupying myself with unimportant things and wasting my time on 'cheap labor', I may end up regretting when my life amounts to nothing after all this mental tug-of-war.

Nobody got anyway just by thinking.

This time, its time to stop thinking, stop passive learning and start doing.

Something. Anything. Please.

please, don't forget this feeling when you wake up tml.