cant stand how much i suck...did God forget to put the socializing part into me?...damn it...i just can find anything to talk about when im with other people...this makes the whole situation damn weird..like kinda embarassing...

do i look bored to you?...im sorry if i did...im already trying my best...i swear!!..i just can seem to look interested....

anyways..i think that im lacking in all areas...like cant seem to be good in anything i do...it just gets worse...and the thing is i've tried my best...like wth...things just doesnt seem to change...

the first sem was so great...what happened?...we've all become so distant....and i just cant seem to concentrate on my studies...and and and...

damn it...so much anguish...need to do something bout it...

no one is indispensable in this world..no matter how hard you try...

just been thinking too much...why do i even bother when people dont seem to notice at all...im like an invisible person...all the time...