met up with peiwen, mon, val at pearlyn's place in the afternoon...we cooked spagetti and made pizza(actually it was mainly the rest who were doing the work...lol) the pizza was great!!!...quite surprised..lol..cuz i never made pizza before...and i thought the dough was supposed to be white!!..haha...so i thought it will taste weird..but when i tasted it...umm...NOT BAD!!!..haha...

ANYWAYS...THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS, GALS!!!

in the evening, val, mon and i went to meet up with the provence people!...at first i thought it would be super akward...so i was contemplating if i should go...but in the end...i went with the flow...just go lor...haha..(sounds weird..)

it turned out to be okay...we actually had fun...eating and laughing...saw 'old' friends like ivy, cassie, mojo, xinyi, anqi, natasha...and the rest....and some unfamiliar faces...but all in all.. it was great...no pressure and stuff...

heard lots of negative stuff about her work performance...its like...they were talking about an entirely different person!!...i thought she would do great there...like cuz she's always been better than me..especially socially...she's always the 'good' girl...looking after my grandmum and stuff...so much so that my grandmum always used her as a comparision...making me feel like a total idiot and loser everytime she compared us....so that's why i thought she would be ok there...but...
hearing all those things about her...i keep wondering if we were referring to the same person...

i wanted to take everyone's comments with a pinch of salt...but...after some thinking on my part...if you dont trouble trouble, trouble wont trouble you right?..so that means she muz have done something on her part to result in today's situation...

it feels bad...hearing ppl talking about her in a negative way and not being about to stand up for her or do something on my part...but i thought it was best not to do anything cuz i dont know the actual situation...

haiz...politics...only ends up hurting those involve....ignorance is bliss!

anyways...it was a great dinner...i really enjoyed myself!!IM DAMN DAMN DAMN FULL NOW!!...and it was AWSOME TO SEE ALL OF YOU GUYS AGAIN!!...hope that we will still comtinue to meet up after today!!