went for the gb meeting anyway yesterday...found our we're supposed to paint a 'mural' on the 'wall' surrounding a tree...ok...now they are using us a cheap labour...whatever..

supposed to go for swimming lesson at 11...but was too lazy...oh well...
recently i've been skipping some things all because of laziness...oops...

do i really give off that kind of 'vibes'?
why do ppl ask me if im interested in girls or guys?...
IM STRAIGHT!!...damn it....oh whatever...they can think whatever they want to think...just leave me alone...

ppl have been hinting that i shouldnt keep everything to myself....if not i might lose it one day...
do i look like im keeping things to myself?!
anyways...its kind of gives you a disadvantage when you tell ppl things...it just gives them one more reason/chance to get you when you're down or when you're no longer needed...i know...cuz i've experienced it years ago...

that's just how the world works...wake up ppl...