went to watch np's match against nyp tonight.
the feeling's back once again.
the same feeling that stopped me from going back to serve in fmss gb after i graduate.
the feeling of being detached
the feeling of being an 'extra'
the feeling that i dont belong.
its time to move on?
the 3 years in np had been the most enjoyable part of my life, my life's been pretty pathetic. fairfield was fun, but i didnt make much friends, and of those that i've made, i've already lost contact with them. yes, in this age of facebook, twitter and whatnots, i still find it tough to maintain friendships. but np was different, there were ups and downs, but i've truely enjoyed the most of it. and i really wish to maintain some contact or link to it. easier said that done.
whatever i mentioned are what i truely feel.
to everything and everyone who's been in and out of my life in the 3 years i've been in np, thank you. although, i might be insignificant to you all, i'll be lying if i were to say that 'i feel the same way too'.
Greatest Moment In Life
I wish there will be a point in my life where i experience such passion and sense of achievement....And I am still anticipating that moment
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